I am a very happy person in all ramifications (no faking). I am not happy because have got so much money, I am not happy because have got any fame. I am just usually happy for divine health and peace of mind but somethings hurt my peace of mind so much tears drop from my eyes whenever I try to think. A lot of questions that I don't seem to find answers to run through my mind like a stream.
I ask myself questions like, why was I born into a country like this? I am tired of trying, those that are making it, do they have two heads? Why am I not getting answers to my prayers? Am I doing anything wrong? How did my life turn out to be this dry? Is anybody also facing so much depression like me? Would anybody even believe a happy person like me is usually frustrated? Who else do I turn to for help? Everyday the future seems uncertain, what does the future really holds? Is there even going to be any future? Who is going to be there for me if I say these things out? Lastly, who cares?
Going on and on about this questions without getting any form of answer. I tend to comfort myself with the fact that all the things we prayed for yesterday are the things we have now and the things we are praying for today, are the things we would possess tomorrow. Therefore, when there is life, there is hope...I tell myself and I am telling anyone out there, hold on...Help is on the way😄...
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